Tuesday, December 21, 2010

seriously, i think the team should have a proper standard of choosing the ppl in the committee. The way they choose now does not even give a chance to other ppl besides me, its plain useless just asking us to vote for the captain and vice captain, i think we should all vote for every post in the committee as well as interviewing the team members one by one, well, at least we will noe y we were never chosen.

12/21/2010 12:16:00 PM

haiz, the people chosen for the 2011 committee had been revealed and well, i am sad.

firstly, i am sad because i was not chosen to be inside and the thing is the ppl chosen to be inside, r like ~ well, i have no comments for the year 2s and above but the year 1s, haiz, i dare to say that if i were more active in the CCA for my year 1, i could have easily got a post in the committee because of my sec sch experience...haiz, really, i feel like just leaving this CCA but i am interested in it, not as in the CCA but the performing art, seriously, i never was one of the considering person to be in their fun, in their jokes, in their serious talks, haiz...i really felt left out here. Seriously~ just in case any of my fellow CCAmates were to see this blog, pls dun go round spreading it, thanks alot. i mean like, honestly, wad benefits will there be if more ppl noe about this blog? because all the things i write here is meant for me to just spill it out because i have no frens or chatting buddy to tok to about my stuffs. the more ppl noe, the more trouble i get, i would say

do i even excel in anything that i do? this world is just meant for the gifted~

12/21/2010 02:27:00 AM

Monday, December 13, 2010

a few days ago~i was looking through facebook and i found the star call by SOO YOUNG,

as i dun understand korean, i assume that its the star call for the SM entertainment,

so i went to search in the net and saw that other agencies r also recruiting talents,

at that time, i really have the thought of going for the audition but...i dun have skills at all~

i cant sing, i cant dance, i cant act, i cant be a model...

what can i do? whenever i see her picture, my heart feel veri heavy, maybe i just dun have the lucky of being a celebrity~but ultimately i have a wish of getting famous by doing great animation in the future but the thing is, i cant even do a simple pantomine and a monologue, how wishful of me to think of being a good animator?

seriously, i nvr tried singing before but is it true that everyone can sing? i dun think it works for everybody...is it true that everyone can dance? i dun think it works as well...

12/13/2010 11:49:00 PM