Sunday, November 20, 2011

Time flies so fast, how i wish i had just posted my previous post at that date, nothing had started, nothing had misunderstood~i think this is the only place i can pour out my feelings coz nobody who knows both of us will read this. I guess i just to call her kit yi since google is so good that it can search her actual name out and this blog is known...being honest, i like kit yi and i can say its not a crush or something, the more i hang out with her though with other frens, the feelings gets deeper and its like i noe that its impossible for us to be together...though ppl ask me to try at least and not give up without even putting in any effort, but her world is just so hard to break through or its just simply because she and i are just two different people. I dun noe how to entertain her like other guys, i only know how to keep quiet and wait for a chance when i have to ask her something then will i be able to talk to her. Sometimes, its not because i dun wan to chat with her, but there isnt any topic between us to talk about. I can say that i can get jealous easily which is a bad thing because she is a kind of person who make frens with guys even faster than how she makes frens with girls. This is really hard~