Friday, January 20, 2012

A few more minutes to 12am. Throughtout this week of loft with you, i tried my best to take care of you to my limits. I cant go overboard too because you are attached but i hope you can feel my care and love for you. Sometimes, its not that other guys dun wan to show that they can take care of you but because the restrictions are there which is you have a bf.

From the msg i type for you on the last night of loft, i said that you are sandwich between feelings for him and attachment for him. I just feel that if you are with him for the sake of attachment only, then i rather you both go separate because the longer you drag, the more pain he feels. I am just saying this because i feel that he will really be hurt more if he founds out things only after a long time when that has been present since a long long time ago. Kind of unfair to him.

Ok i shall not meddle with your both anymore. Its kind of wierd i think. From after 12am onwards, my mind will only be thinking of how to get over you. I wont think so much anymore and expect any other things. I give you and him my blessings. Treasure this relationship! :)

I love you silly grandma.