Wednesday, January 4, 2012

sometimes, its not that i do not want to tell you this and that when you ask me if i am okay because, if you were to know that I LIKE YOU, you would have known why will i not be okay. So i will just tell you i am fine but inside, well...i am so not :(

I do not even know when will i forget you but from my second previous post from this post, i had told myself that i shall not let you distract me from today which is 4/1/12 onwards. I do not want to lie to you therefore whatever lies that i told you, i will post it in this blog to make myself less guilty. Honestly, if you are not attached, i will try to chase you. To me, age gap does not matter, and whats more its just a few months between us.

Since you have been able to read my expressions so easily which is why will you ask me if i am okay, i shall just tell you why i am not alright. Its like whenever i see you and earlobe, i just get this jealousy automatically. Of cause i will be jealous, because i like you. Well i know i have to control it, that is why i walk further from you all and approach others. I do not want to let you read my face if not you will know this and that.

Anyways, i really have to wait till i have forgotten you then we 3 can really go out normally like that time at thai express.